You were in my line of view/ everything was out of focus, I only saw you/ every word you spoke I held onto it like it was the first/ and deep into the night we would converse/ it seemed like you sang your words/ and every sentence was a scripture verse/ mesmerizing, strong, and articulate/ before long it got too late/ so I took a chance, didn’t want to wait./ I asked would you consider coming home with me tonight/ because it just feels right/ not only tonight, but maybe for the rest of my life/ and maybe one day my wife.
When something goes wrong in a relationship, we always point the finger at others or only ourselves. It’s always you you you or me me me me. we forget that when it comes to relationship, it is usually always a two way street. No more you or me’s, it’s US.
my heart skip with your beat
every touch I feel the heat
even though in my life
things can get cold as ice
You’d have to excuse me
if your smile gives me weak knees
you see i was worried before
but with you, fear went out the door.
i never cared enough
played way too tough.
loved too reckless
and played too careful.
never thought happy endings were possible
now we aren’t experts
and our lovewas not perfect.
the good times were magic
the bad times were tragic
but i didn’t mind the arguments
cuz i knew they weren’t permanent
we would shout and we would yell
but our connection never fell.
we got through the haters’ tests
because we bring out each other’s best.
we are in love but we didn’t fall in
because i never want you hurtin
time and people may change
and there will always pain
but no matter how far we began
i’d always fight to get lost in your arms again
a little freestylin. inspired by Rick Ross. haha i’m so weird
In your darkest hour you realize the importance of relationships. You find out that no matter what, blood runs deeper than the toxic green of dollar bills. You realize the profound love of a sister or the unwavering support of a friend. You realize that a phone call away is your laughter again. You realize that true friends and family are what wakes you up and keeps your heart beating. You realize that searching for love is useless but rather than to focus on the relationship with yourself and those that have been there from the beginning.
I still listen to our song and cry.
I still pretend that everything we had wasn’t a lie.
I hopelessly hold onto the chance of seeing you again
cuz i didn’t just lose a lover, i also lost a friend.
Music made us;
Love, sex, and lust.
So i fill my empty spaces
with lyrics and melodies;
from vinyls and empty CD cases
to videos and endless mp3s.
i am a singer without a voice,
a rapper without a beat,
If i had the choice
our time together would be on repeat.
But these things aren’t you
they cannot replace your smile
they cannot replace your warmth
even if i try different genres and styles,
even if i turn up the amps.
i cannot forget you,
like a timeless song,
i’m still missing you.
why can’t i just tell you this? is this my fate with love? never hits just a bunch of misses. i’ve simply had enough.when my mind locked on to you. i knew right away what my eyes could not see. i sense something real. something true. i knew it was bold and solid. concrete. firing a pulse throughout my body. revitalizing my spirits. But i can’t tell you this because i’m afraid this might be a miss. and my heart quite frankly can’t take another hit.